Wednesday, 4 December 2013

I.Me.Myself.

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hi! My name is Brenda. Isabella is a name given by me. I use the name Brenda Isabella only in social networks. My real name is Brenda, just Brenda (I have no intention to reveal my family's name). Usually my long-time best friends called me Brenn. My family and my villagers called me Ida (pronounced as e-da).

I born in 1992, a day after Christians celebrate Jesus birth. Although I am already in my twenties, but deep inside I am forever 19. I am from Sabah, Malaysia. Am a proud Sabahan. No idea where the hell is Sabah? Google map will help you.

I would like to talk all about me for my first post. Why? Because it's my blog. (Actually I have no idea what to write) So, I am going to talk my favorites, what I like and dislikes and so on. Be prepared. 

Hobbies
When I was young, I used to write down reading, fishing, listening to music and take a walk as my hobbies. Now, I still love to read but it become lesser. I always love to fish but today's time is not the same like the old times. Music is my escape. You are bored? You need company? You want a break? Call me. I am always willing to take you walk to where ever we want. After all, most of my times I spent in front of my computer. Wasted. Technology, what have you done to me?

Favorites
Music. I listen to rock musics. Punk rock, post-punk, indie-rock, etc. (I haven't mastered the genres name) The rock bands that I always listen are Paramore, Good Charlotte, Muse, Simple Plan, All Time Low, Maroon 5, My Chemical Romance, Plain White T's, Evanescense, We Are The Fallen, Escape The Fate, Falling In Reverse, Pierce The Veil, Avenged Sevenfold, etc. Some Korean rock bands such as CNBlue, FT Island, Nell, Vanilla Unity and Yellow Monsters. A few favorites pop/rap singers namely Pink, Katy Perry and Eminem. Contrary, I also listen to K-pop musics. Yup, it doesn't sound right. Heavily rock music to gayly K-pop music? I also confused sometimes. But, deep at the core of my soul, it will always be rock music. I only started listening to K-pop music about two years ago. Simply because I was hooked up to those gay like handsome Korean boys. Damn. Then, it grew to have interest in wanted to know/learn more about their social-culture and rapid technologies development. In the end, gospels music is the best choice when I get tired of the world's shit.

Movies. I love watching movies in the cinemas. The feeling of watching the newly released movies with a bunch of strangers in a large hall in front of a wide screen make me happy. I only watch Hollywood's movies. Malay's movies, a big no. Others, I haven't found the movies that really pick my interest to watch them in cinema. For the genres, I can never watch horror movies. I don't know why. I cannot watch them since I was younger. So, it was a big regret for me everytime a good horror movies came out. Sigh. In the meantime, I really enjoy watching science fiction, action and thriller movies. The Avengers (and all Marvel's superheroes movies), Elysium, World War Z, Fast and Furious series, Prisoners to name a few that I had watched recently. And Tim Burton's movies. I also enjoying cartoon movies very much. You guess it. Yes, Despicable Me. etc. Not forgotten, anime movies especially Spirited Away.

Color. My favorite colors are black, red, green, brown, white and sometimes yellow.

Others. I am a nature's lover. I can say that city is my playground, while forest is my home. I like watching people. I will watch their body and cloth, then judging their personality and behavior. I also watching the world as a whole. The world issues. Analyzing them with 5W1H. But, I don't have the talent to voice out my thought orally nor through words. I just keep them in my mind and sometimes share it to my friends or family. However, they seldom could reached my thoughts. Let just say, I think a lot like really a lot and I have my own way of thinking that other people cannot understand, even though, I tried to explain. That just me being myself.

Wow. What an essay. First attempt is a emm..whatever. I cannot think anymore to talk about myself. Next time, sure, there will be more. This is okay, right? No? I am a beginner, though. Even a baby steps we still called it the steps. That means the baby start to walk and eventually he will continue to walk until his steps become more stable. Just saying. So long.